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Escape my cage

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I am like a bird held captive. 
As long as the gate to my cage stays shut, 
I will continue to live behind bars.

However, if anyone is foolish enough,
to open my cage.
I will make an escape towards the open sky.

And like an escaped bird,
I will not stop to see,
if my leaving upsets the one who held me captive.

I will not risk my freedom,
to glance backwards at my owners sobbing form,
because the sight of their tears will make me feel guilty.

If I see the tears of any creature,
I will feel the need to slow my escape,
so that I may comfort whomever is in distress.

Then the person who I made the mistake of showing kindness,
will catch me as if they feel they have the right to own me,
and I will find myself in a cage once again.

So I will avert my eyes from their sorrow,
and attempt to ignore their cries of despair,
as I make a move to be what I was meant to be.

I will be my own master,
and I will follow my own decisions.
Only then will I be able to sing.

Only then will I be happy...

This is another one of the poems I ran across in my USB, I remember writing it- but I cannot recall if it is about my longing to escape my mother, or my longing to escape my emotions. Around the time I wrote this, my dog had been hit by a car and I had to sit with him as he was put to sleep- I can still remember the noises he made right before they brought in the needle they used to kill him. I held my dog as he died, and I felt him fall still when he stopped breathing.
I might have wrote this to escape the pain of loosing the only friend I had in the world- he'd been the only reason I ever wanted to come home after scool.
Anyways, like I said, I don't really remember when I wrote this, but I was in a deep depression when I did. So, this is one I'll post in a few places, because I really don't want to loose it.
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KyotoLovesLambosX3's avatar
What is freedom, but an illusion created to escape the confines and madness of reality?

I have no idea where that came from, but I'm pretty sure I read/heard it somewhere, maybe a movie. It sort of reminds me of V for Vendetta, did you ever watch it? It's a really good movie, I find it speaks to me more than most others that have watched it. Maybe it'll speak to you too?